I think Im doing it to prove a point. To whom Im still not sure.
It could be to them to show them that I am more then a one trick pony. To show that I can step up and run this ship. That I could be everything.
Or it could just be to myself. To show that I am stronger then that. To show that I can stick to my promises. To show myself that I can change.
Do either of the reasons matter as long as I stick to what I said I would do.
I will get up and run.
I have the motivation. I have motivations. Reminders why I need to do this. Reminders to make me get up in the morning. Its for them. and me.
Time for a change
- Prove a point